My life will never be the same. My husband and I met at school. When we saw each other, we immediately realized that we would spend our lives together. Started dating at 14, got married at 19 and have been married for 8 years. I never thought that something could go wrong. It just collapsed in one moment. he stopped coming home on time, he stopped playing with the children, even talking to me. I tried to reach out and understand what was wrong. but he could not say anything. and one evening I received a message from an unknown number. It turned out that my husband had a second family for 5 years already and his second girlfriend wrote to me when she guessed it. I don't understand why and how. a lot of questions and no answers. Now we are getting a divorce in Utah online and this process is killing me. children do not understand what is happening at all and I have nothing to say to them. I am thinking of going to a psychologist because I blame myself for everything..